So I woke up this morning, at 6 45, which isn't that bad, I got to sleep around 3 am, which is very early for me. my head pounding and my anger flaring. I don't understand why anyone quits something they like. does the good really out way the bad, or is that just what we have to keep telling ourselves. so I'm trying again, i've tried before and failed, I quit smoking. I say quit instead of quitting just to help myself in the brain department because OMG do I want one so bad, and right now, while I crave one like a mother fucker I just don't understand what is so horrible about smoking. If the president of the United States can smoke, why can't I, what makes me "better" then him, LOL I just know its wrong the way I try to rationalize crazy to myself. I'm going to try to get back to sleep.
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