so, I've been sick and not feeling so well and I actually got to sleep at a normal time, which you would think that I'd like, but whenever I do, i always seem to wake up around 6-7 its horribly annoying and I don't understand why can't I just stay asleep. but its always been this way, I guess its just how things are.anyways I'm looking around at my disaster of a room and I SERIOUSLY need to clean this, its actually disgusting, also my beds broken, its years old now... (a bunk bed) and I reallyyy need a new one, so... Its probably going to be another month or two in this horribly uncomfortable thing, but then I'm going to buy a new one, which makes me sad, I'm giving up all the extra clothing space (I have billions of things on top of my bed) but its something that needs to be done, also, since I'm doing that I wont be able to get my iPhone 4, at least not for another few months, I guess thats not bad I do own an iPhone 3g anyways and it works perfectly fine. ahhaha so last night, my fatass went and got some poutine at like 1 oclock and I don't know how i manage to do this, but whenever I'm talking to a cute guy I just sayy stupid things, and I barely said anything to him, and ordered my food and decided I wanted a large pop, and said I'd also like a 4 liter pop and he just looked at me confused, and of course I didn't understand in the least and I was like yeah a 4 liter pepsi if you have it, and he was like... the biggest they come in is 4 liters and I just felt so stupid and we both laughed... and all i could say was... yeah.. its late... even when the conversation is only 1 minute long I can seem to still manage to say something stupid LOL what can yah do.
lol and I'm pretty sure my friend read my other blog and did the exact opposite of what I wanted it to do of course, but again what can you do, she's upset writing things all over facebook being over dramatic and wonders why people think she's over dramatic, some people are conundrums and some people aren't some just need to step away from themselves for a few minutes, and understand that the world really doesn't revolve around them. that I wasn't being mean or hateful that I really just wanted her to understand that I love her, and she does whine a lot over nothing, I think being friends you should be able to be honest to someone without them freaking out.
"I honestly wish you would read this, and somehow not get angry, and understand the world doesn't revolve around you and your negativity, that I do love you to death, and that when I say im tired that I'm actually very tired." from the aforementioned blog
is that really so horrible? does that make me a bitch? regardless she completely missed the message, but she chose to read between lines that weren't written on, and miss the message which I'm sure we have all done many of times, I do it on a daily basis. no ones perfect.
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