What ever happened to doing things for yourself, why is it that people think something matters less because lots and lots of people don't look at it? I have a friend love her to death, all she does is complain, complain about complaining and she wonders why people don't want to read what she puts out there and it upsets her, whys it matter? if you want to complain then do it, but whys it matter how many people read it? what is it about attention we all love so much, it doesn't mean anyone cares, you could have one person read something you put out there and they could care more about it then 100 people, it doesn't mean anything more just because that 100 read it. I'm guilty of this sometimes its just nice to know that someones looking but I do know it doesn't matter, and I wish that some other people knew that. I wish that telling someone something and having them hear it, ment that they understood it, that it didn't just go in one ear and out the other. I wish I could be brutally honest with people, without them basically breaking out in tears or hating me or thinking I hate them. its hard to have any relationship when you feel like you're tip toeing around eggshells because you're going to hurt someones feelings, because you're going to make them angry, the world doesn't revolve around any one person.
people all seem to think they are so empathetic but not many people truly care for things that aren't themselves and I am a very caring person but I'm human we all are. We are number one in our eyes, at least until we fall in love or have children and even then, its usually about ourselves. I honestly wish you would read this, and somehow not get angry, and understand the world doesn't revolve around you and your negativity, that I do love you to death, and that when I say im tired that I'm actually very tired.
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