I want this ALOTTTTTT

Anyone who just wants to make me the happiest person in the world will buy me this... in XL trust me I will tell you where to ship it, nooo problem!!!!!



and I've never been a big fan of Murses, but this would be perfect for like my Tablet pc or maybe a future iPad.

Xavier Dolan

I love this guy, his hair makes me happy.

bullies are just annoying... but this one fails hard

failblog.org

My life is average

This website is hilarious in a completely dry sense of humor not funny kind of way, I completely love it. MyLifeIsAverage I'm just looking at it right now, it reminds me of how normal I am. here are some of my favorites.


-Today this guy said that I looked like a girl, I got really offended for some reason until I realized that I am a girl. MLIA

-Today, while walking to class and listening to music, I realized I walk along to the beat of the song. When I tried to stop, it felt awkward. MLIA

-Today, I was eating an M&M McFlurry and found a skittle. MLIA

-Today, I was talking to a stranger, and they commented on how beautiful my British accent is. I'm Australian and have never been to Britain. MLIA

-I was really craving a milkshake so I went and got a strawberry one at McDonald's. As I was driving back home, I felt kinda like a fatty so I punched in the "diet" tab on the milkshake cup. I immediately felt better. MLIA

If these don't make you laugh, thats okay... but they gave me a chuckle.

Shakira, waka waka (this time for africa)

Waka Waka (This Time for Africa) (The Official 2010 FIFA World Cup (TM) Song)

Shakira | MySpace Music Videos

I just came across this, and its really uplifting, its worth a look. I love shakira also she's gorgeous.

Looking at old photographs

So, I'm just looking at some of my old photographs and I'm thinking, the weathers nice so I might dust off the old camera and take her for a spin.


Konichiwa bitches by =demeach on deviantART



BOWLING by =demeach on deviantART


flower window by =demeach on deviantART


yeah... I definitely miss it.

Who I am

"I am someone, who is looking for love, real love, ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, cant live without each other love"

Jobs, careers, and wasting time.

I get too bored sometimes haha.

so anyone who knows me, knows that I dislike my job, and its the kind of job if you don't dislike it you're probably crazy. but at the same time I'm comfortable there, I can't believe I've worked at McDonalds for over 3 years now. I really don't have the patients, but I've been in a sort of a slump, and I'm not really sure where, id like to work. it is just a job, while I go to university, I could never be a lifer here. Please don't ever look DOWN on a mcdonalds employee for working there, most of the managers are pretty intelligent and they can handle more stress in a day then most people can handle in a year, I don't know why I said that, but I just had to put it out there. I've been working too many times, and seen too many bitchy people, who see a mcdonalds uniform and instantly think they're better then you. It really drives me crazy, I have a higher education then most of these people looking down on me, and things I want to do, places I want to see. I don't look down on you for your life choices, so don't put yourself on a pedestal because you see a mcdonalds uniform. Most people working there, it is just a job for them, they are doing other things like university and such, but others I guess they just got too comfortable, its hard to leave something you know really well for the unknown. anyways, I'm just writing this while I contemplate other jobs that I might like to have, and honestly at the moment there isn't much around here other then retail.... well not many things I could go to university and do. I think I might be slowly getting out of my slump though, I might dig out my resume... where ever it may be.

top news from my facebook

Sad hookers these days can't get a break, I can honestly say i've let a hooker use my phone before, I can also honestly say, I watched that bitch like a hawk I woulda been chasin a bitch if she ran.

LOLcats I love these so cute

From Icanhascheezeburger.com

Random Impromtu Lady gaga dance.

Just because I think we all need a random lady gaga dance off.

pet peeves things you hate.

so I just watched this and decided that I'd put some down that annoy me.

-I very much dislike when people are condescending towards me, seriously theres no need for it.
-When people dislike something just because its "popular" or like it for the same reason.
-I dislike it when people lie to spare my feelings, I do it sometimes I try not too.
-When I go to the movies, and there's someone behind me moving their feet, I hate it.
-People who seem to think the world owes them everything.
-I HATE people who are late, even though I am constantly late. seriouslyyy hate it. or just waiting for things in general, after a day or so, I start going insane I'm way too impatient.
-Pe0pLe WHo tYp3 LykE dIs, drives me fucking insane.
-I can not STAND really touchy feely people, do you seriously have to touch me WTF especially if I hardly know you, please back the Fuck up, K thnx.

What are some of your pet peeves? leave me a comment.

Angelina Jolie's new movie

I found this onDlisted.com and of course it interested me right away, I love angelina jolie I don't care what anyone says, she's a little crazy, and I love her for it. I've always thought the story of Cleopatra was interesting anything involving old times as such interest me very easily the site where I got this is hating on her, but I think she'll be amazing as usual. Can't wait for this to come out.



Just because I love her.

positive thinking?

I seen a status from a friend/acquaintance on face book, and it just got me thinking, is it really positive thinking that gets us through, or stick to it-ness. I find it really hard to stay positive and I can't always, but I usually do get back up even if it takes me a little while, sometimes with some good friends encouragement and sometimes just myself, and get back on that metaphorical horse. I don't know if I was really going anywhere with this, but trying to stay positive.




LOLOL cheesy I know, but whatever.

sun rise, sun rise

so, I've been sick and not feeling so well and I actually got to sleep at a normal time, which you would think that I'd like, but whenever I do, i always seem to wake up around 6-7 its horribly annoying and I don't understand why can't I just stay asleep. but its always been this way, I guess its just how things are.anyways I'm looking around at my disaster of a room and I SERIOUSLY need to clean this, its actually disgusting, also my beds broken, its years old now... (a bunk bed) and I reallyyy need a new one, so... Its probably going to be another month or two in this horribly uncomfortable thing, but then I'm going to buy a new one, which makes me sad, I'm giving up all the extra clothing space (I have billions of things on top of my bed) but its something that needs to be done, also, since I'm doing that I wont be able to get my iPhone 4, at least not for another few months, I guess thats not bad I do own an iPhone 3g anyways and it works perfectly fine. ahhaha so last night, my fatass went and got some poutine at like 1 oclock and I don't know how i manage to do this, but whenever I'm talking to a cute guy I just sayy stupid things, and I barely said anything to him, and ordered my food and decided I wanted a large pop, and said I'd also like a 4 liter pop and he just looked at me confused, and of course I didn't understand in the least and I was like yeah a 4 liter pepsi if you have it, and he was like... the biggest they come in is 4 liters and I just felt so stupid and we both laughed... and all i could say was... yeah.. its late... even when the conversation is only 1 minute long I can seem to still manage to say something stupid LOL what can yah do.

lol and I'm pretty sure my friend read my other blog and did the exact opposite of what I wanted it to do of course, but again what can you do, she's upset writing things all over facebook being over dramatic and wonders why people think she's over dramatic, some people are conundrums and some people aren't some just need to step away from themselves for a few minutes, and understand that the world really doesn't revolve around them. that I wasn't being mean or hateful that I really just wanted her to understand that I love her, and she does whine a lot over nothing, I think being friends you should be able to be honest to someone without them freaking out.

"I honestly wish you would read this, and somehow not get angry, and understand the world doesn't revolve around you and your negativity, that I do love you to death, and that when I say im tired that I'm actually very tired." from the aforementioned blog

is that really so horrible? does that make me a bitch? regardless she completely missed the message, but she chose to read between lines that weren't written on, and miss the message which I'm sure we have all done many of times, I do it on a daily basis. no ones perfect.

Youtuber Censoring

I think this YouTuber Onision is the perfect example of people should learn to watch their kids, instead of hating on the people who make the videos.



Honestly I agree with what he says in the video, and says in a few others, flagging him isn't the way to protect your children, it starts in the home, I wonder why people always think its so much easier to just blame someone else. I guess at the end of the day no one wants to think its their fault their kids fucked up. anyways he's hilarious smart, and very crude. and even though he does get hundreds of thousands of views, I seriously think he deserves more, also he writes and produces all his own songs I'm pretty sure.. but.. don't quote me on that, ask him.

Alejandro by lady gaga

so, when one of lady gagas music videos come out I instantly get 10X more confused as too what her songs mean, I think I've finally excepted that they are just an occurrence of their own, as they could stand up without the song anyways.

I've listened to the song a billion times, since its come out basically. What I get from the lyrics of the song is that, she's scared of commitment , and that she's using guys and not just because she's evil, I think she has been hurt before "all those flames that burned before him, now hes gonna firefight" she has baggage as we all do. as opposite as the sound is to pokerface, whenever I listen to alejandro pokerface just pops to the forefront of my mind. I don't know, just some crazy ramblings, It could mean absolutely nothing, I'm sure she'd be happy that we're all thinking though reguardless, what is art other then something to make you think.

"We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts we create the world." Buddha

"try not too dress up like your best friends with ET theres an app for that"

So I'm not 100% sold on glee yet, but I'm sure its just because I haven't watched enough episodes, but I do love the ones I have watched, I think I just need to start from the first to get into it, but I came across this video on youtube, with Jane Lynch and KassemG and it cracks me up, iPhone and glee. anyways check it out.

OMG! This girl is sooo hot!

Just sayin'

kuteness

ahhaha its just cute.

MORTALLL KOMBATTT

I'm still not sure what I think about this... I love mortal kombat, and I sorta think it looks awesome, but its weird how they made it not follow the story line of mortal kombat and sort of made it everyday life.. but that might end out being really good... any how tell me what you guys think.

a little more mortal kombat, this makes me smile whenever I watch it.

Baby Gaga - "Telephone" Must See

is this really so horrible? I don't really know you be the judge, apparently the people who made this might be getting some charges, but it just seems like a harmless video to me, but maybe id have a different opinion if i had children.

FAILLLL

LOL just something that made me laugh a little bit, I love failblog, it has alot funnier stuff then this, but it just gave me a chuckle so I thought id post it.

Artist on the rise

A little more about me, I go to NSCAD -nova scotia college of art and design- I'm still not 100% sure what I want to be, but I'm going in the direction of photography, I love painting and drawing also. my banner at the top -plasticphotography- thats me you can find some of that crap on my, myspace

also Check out my Deviantart for some paintings

I haven't done anything amazing, but you can check out some of the things I've done, and maybe i'll post something here too lure you a little bit :).


Dominic Riccitello by ~DemetrPaints on deviantART

I painted this for a spring contest.

Spring has sprung by ~DemetrPaints on deviantART

Painted this after watching batman ahahha I was bored.. its poison ivy

Mother Nature by ~DemetrPaints on deviantART

withdraw symptoms , help me

So I woke up this morning, at 6 45, which isn't that bad, I got to sleep around 3 am, which is very early for me. my head pounding and my anger flaring. I don't understand why anyone quits something they like. does the good really out way the bad, or is that just what we have to keep telling ourselves. so I'm trying again, i've tried before and failed, I quit smoking. I say quit instead of quitting just to help myself in the brain department because OMG do I want one so bad, and right now, while I crave one like a mother fucker I just don't understand what is so horrible about smoking. If the president of the United States can smoke, why can't I, what makes me "better" then him, LOL I just know its wrong the way I try to rationalize crazy to myself. I'm going to try to get back to sleep.

attention attention can I have all your eyes and ears?

What ever happened to doing things for yourself, why is it that people think something matters less because lots and lots of people don't look at it? I have a friend love her to death, all she does is complain, complain about complaining and she wonders why people don't want to read what she puts out there and it upsets her, whys it matter? if you want to complain then do it, but whys it matter how many people read it? what is it about attention we all love so much, it doesn't mean anyone cares, you could have one person read something you put out there and they could care more about it then 100 people, it doesn't mean anything more just because that 100 read it. I'm guilty of this sometimes its just nice to know that someones looking but I do know it doesn't matter, and I wish that some other people knew that. I wish that telling someone something and having them hear it, ment that they understood it, that it didn't just go in one ear and out the other. I wish I could be brutally honest with people, without them basically breaking out in tears or hating me or thinking I hate them. its hard to have any relationship when you feel like you're tip toeing around eggshells because you're going to hurt someones feelings, because you're going to make them angry, the world doesn't revolve around any one person.

people all seem to think they are so empathetic but not many people truly care for things that aren't themselves and I am a very caring person but I'm human we all are. We are number one in our eyes, at least until we fall in love or have children and even then, its usually about ourselves. I honestly wish you would read this, and somehow not get angry, and understand the world doesn't revolve around you and your negativity, that I do love you to death, and that when I say im tired that I'm actually very tired.

If only this paid by the hour, id be rich.

so I keep blogging, blogging about nothing, I'm just bored when the new wears off I'll be bored of it I'm sure. if anyone actually reads this what do you think about "online" relationships not just dating, but friendships and everything alike. Is it weird to have a crush on someone you've never met? and if so, whys it normal to trust someone you've never met with all your secrets. I'm just sitting here thinking and I know personally I would never have an online "relationship" but there is someone who I really do like and I have definitely never met him -I'm gay- he's smart, funny, gorgeous, sweet, and crazy, anyways the list goes on. I really like him and I think thats weird because i've never met him in person, but he knows much more about me then people I see everyday. So is it really that weird? I'm sure he could tell you my birthday at least the month my favorite colors and most details that I'm sure my best friends would know, but not the 500+ friends I have on facebook who I know in real life. Circumstances suck I wish I could see him if not to just hang out... but if he did live here would I have gotten to know him so well. Where does the internet end, and real life begin?

at a stand still

I've been feeling as if I'm at a stand still, as if I"m not going anywhere. The more I try the less I succeed and its really not felt that great, I've got more problems than an algebraic equation but in the midst of all the bad, there really is some good, and I wish I could force myself to appreciate it more. I've got great friends, family, even if we do have our fights. I have a theory that its the people you fight with the most, that you care about the most -not in all cases, some people just fit- but in general. I know some random person I don't care about can say anything at all to me and I could care less, and someone I love say I'm stupid jokingly and I'll think about it for a month straight. I had been drawing and painting again, but the past few weeks I just couldn't find the power in me to life my pencil. Its been kind of hard to get out of my bed and go to a job I really dislike, if there were not people there that I loved I know I couldn't go there every day thats for sure. and yet again I still find a way to fight with people who have done absolutely nothing to me am I mad? or just human. But on the bright side, I'm all registered for school, excited to go back, I actually am looking forward to it, which I know I wasn't last time I went. My memories much better far from perfect, but whatever it was never perfect I just wonder why I always hold myself back. again as I said earlier on my facebook "the best questions are the ones we can't answer".

new in things I can't afford

so, I'm sure everyone on the planet must know by now, I know my grandmother who doesn't use a computer knows. anyways the Iphone 4 has been announced and god its beautiful, and the whole video camera thing is just awesome even though I'm sure I would not use it often at all.... its a really cool thing to have. ANYWAYS with bills up the ying yang I can't really afford one, but I havn't bought myself much this year other then a 400 tablet.... which might sound like something but in a whole year a working one 400 dollar thing... oh and a pair of shoes really isn't much at all. ITS beautiful the iPhone 4 that is, but I'm not sure I can afford the bugger... we'll see in a month or two when it comes out.... oh and heres a picture of the beauty in comes in white and black... not sure which id want probably black but heres a picture of the white version. DEAR GOD, I WANT THIS ALOT

6 am, and I hear them chirping again.

So I can't sleep, if you've met me talked to me for more then a day, you probably know that I can just never sleep. anyways so to make a long story short I got sick last year blah blah and had to leave university early so I get a letter this year telling me I have to start paying back my student loan, good thing I barely have any money and have plenty of other stresses on my head. I just got another letter in the mail yesterday repayment assistance so in this storm of procrastination I call my life, I decided that i'll fill it out -which I knew wasn't the best idea in the world but it had to be done- started mocking me from the very top asking if I'm married or single and how much money I make. anyways not pleased at all could be a lot worse hopefully it goes through so I don't have to start paying back all this money that I currently do not have. GOING back to watch some more sex and the city and then maybe try to sleep.